I've disappoint someone dearly to me .I'm selfish ,I'm harsh yet this is my way to stay strong .I'm so selfish that I'd rather hurt him than allowing myself to get hurt .The only thing I hope for is that he'll believe me once again though it's something which he've got tired of .

I'm feeling bad right now ,I got to do something to ease this pain ,goddamn it !

I'm regretting something .I've neglected someone's effort .We've promised to make this out together .What the hell am I doing ?